I was going to start this post by telling you that I have finally got myself a full time job!
That was the case last week when I worked 30hrs at a café training to be a sandwich maker. The peace of mind only lasted a week, I was let go this Monday for not being fast enough to do what was before a two man job and for yawning during a 6am start.
It is hard finding work right now. Over 1000 applicants applied for this job making sandwiches. It kind of kills your motivation to be rejected and the pressure of debt is expanding.
Today I sat in my office room all day, drinking endless cups of tea under the covers, watching anime and listening to Pink Floyd. I have worked full time for the past 7 days, a nothing day is needed before I head out once again to look for work. I am depressed but at least I am moving, most days I get dressed and most days I achieve something if only a little progress.
Slowly my music video gets edited.
I shot a music video two weeks ago, but one of the cards with important footage on it got spontaneously corrupted, a few days with recovery software sorted the problem. I have been unable to edit with all of the work I have had on this past week. But now I am editing and there is a music video being made.
I also hope to create a film industry based website, a little idea I have which I will share with you soon. Things are not great but could always be worse. I will make the effort to look for work tomorrow.